Ahah- I'm nervous for New Year's. ..

I have Ligyrophobia (which is an irrational fear of loud noises, especially fireworks). Every New Year's, exactly at midnight, when fireworks and loud noises start, I usually cover my ears so much and cry my eyes out. Call me a weirdo, but, it's actually true.
When I was 2-3 years old, my parents and I were at MOA, then, fireworks started exploding. I had a trauma that day. And my fear of loud fireworks just kept going. Last year, December 31 2019, the same thing happened, but it was around 7/8pm until 9pm. I was panicking. I didn't know what to do. Then, at Midnight, I let go of my ears, i wasn't scared of hearing fireworks exploding at night. Though, I was still flinching a 'lil, though.
But, it was honestly beautiful and amazing! The thing is, I'm not sure if I've fully cope from Ligyrophobia like before, I'm worried I might get it again next month. And, yeah, that's all.

I won't be online tomorrow. Online school.

(11-30-20-Mon)

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