..Sorry i haven't been active...{vent/outburst in desc}

Things have been hard.
School is beating me down.
I've lost intrest in everything.
Besides my girl- i still think of her (you know who you are ;00)
Anime.
Roblox.
Friends.
Youtube.
This app.
Family.
Interaction.
I dunno.. For how long i can hold on..
Its.. Its like.. Hanging on a cliff..
You have a few fingers on.. Barely holding on..
Then school.. Hate.. Family.. Fake friends.. Chores.. Responsibilities.. They come and stomp on them, like your a rug.. Wanting to see you suffer..
It's hard, holding on.. Sometimes i cry myself to sleep.. I cant commit suicide.. Y'all would(n't) miss me, and i would miss you.. Nobody at home really treats me well.. Besides my dog and mum.. My grandma is two face.. One second being nice.. The other my mum leaves and she's having me do everything like a fucking maid..
Calling me things..
Pathetic..
Stupid 'teenager'
Shitty 'teenager'..
Useless..
It's hard.. And it's caused me to quit the things i love and look in the mirror and say "that's me? That useless, ugly, pathetic rat..?"
I just wanna cry, but i have nobody to talk to.. It's like im stranded on an island with nobody around.. But a shadow that looms.. Haunting me..
Look, im sorry... Im sorry o haven't been the best lately.. I love you guys...💕

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