Self-inflicted achromatic

I wanna be like you i wanna say that i can
I wanna be the person that you think that i am
But even if i had it all come true like a dream
Is the person i came to be the really real me?

So young and simple wishing like things would come true
Now as i am i understand its best i die and soon.

Just by living im hurting them another day hundreds cry all i do is ruin everything
Nobody wanted me no one there to need if i only could live in that kind of world i dreamed.

Just by leaving im helping them another day hundreds smile all they do is laugh at everything
Nobody there to scream no more being mean but see things like that would never happen for me

Day after day i found my way sleepwalking through
Like this i'll fade without a trace its for the best i do

Just by living im nothing for another day
Hundred lives never knowing me or anything
Nobody wanted me no one there to need
Why would i wanna live in that kind of world i see?

Just by leaving im no one for another day
Hundred lives never changing them or anything
Nobody there to scream no more being mean to me
Then could i have it all back in one peice?

In the end we'll fall to the ground again over and over and never get up
In the end the person they made in me breaking and breaking and never pick up
In the end we're leaving it all again
Over and over and never wake up

Just by living im bringing you another day
Why just for me can you smile after everything?

In the end the smile you give to me right when i wanted to give it all up
And i really do wish that i didnt
And all the moments i tried to die just said goodbye.

Just by leaving im no one for another day
Hundred lives never changing them or anything
Somebody here to scream someone here is stopping me
Why cant i laugh it off the way that I'd dreamed?

Teehee dont worry im fine teehee🤡🤡

Nah but really im feeling worthless rn, im not begging for attention, its kinda just a vent.

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