Hey guys.. (read desc this is important and I need to tell you all)

This has been in the back of my head longer than it should have been. I haven't been uploading because I'm starting to question my skillset and capabilities. Am I an artist or a wannabe? Am I looked up to or down upon? These questions have been looping my brain and making me forcibly be happy when I shouldn't or don't want to be. I've been pushing them away farther and farther but then when I think they're gone they return faster then light. I go to bed questioning myself when I should just be happy with who I am, but I'm not.
These conflicts have been effecting me ain a bad way to which I regret everything I say. What I mean is, if I say "hi" to someone and they say hi back, I question if they mean it or if they are just saying it. I question my manners and if they're good enough, my friendships, and even trust.
But im done that. I'm done questioning my regards and myself. People look wt me positively and I know that they're not lying to me. I trust people better and I'm doing well.
The reason I'm telling you random strangers my problems is because I've noticed many users on the app facing these thoughts and depression, and i want to help them. I wanted to help them a while or ago but then I realized first I had to help myself. But even then I questioned if that was selfish. If I was good enough. But I WAS. I wasn't selfish. I was good enough. I have stable friendships. Anyone facing these thoughts, just remember that you are amazing. We all have flaws and its not just you! And even if you litterally have done awful things that YOU CANT TAKE BACK and you make others feel sorrow for you, its nobody's fault but yours!
I haven't done any terrible things, so I learned to realize I'm good enough. We all have flaws. But we all have eachother, too.
-me 2020

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