My christams eve so far

Not all the kids are here for christmas. I don't get to see my mom or my brother. Every ones fighting. I want to cry but I don't want to ruin christmas eve. Its very annoying I hate it. Were not doing any of our traditions. Im very stressed because I didn't get to give every one gifts and I want to give every one at least one thing but I cant. Every thing has changed and I hate it so much. I think my dad doesn't know anything about me, I got the most random things for christmas, he didn't buy anything he got every thing out of a stupid box. I get it, they didn't have money, but still, my sister got drawing tablet, and i got a hair drier some hair ties and other random stuff, i'm cutting my hair, why would I need any of that? Christmas sucks this year. Me and my sisters are fighting. I'm now crying and I hate every thing. Once again I ruined every thing, with out doing anything wrong. I cant deal with this. I cant handle it.

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