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Why do I have such troubles liking things casually like it's always a hate, kinda ok, or ok this is going to take over every fiber of my being for months to years, rn it's Minecraft of course I mean look at my page and this isn't the first time I've gotten obsessed with it this is the third time actually and I've always loved it. It has a special place in my heart but before I wasn't able to save up money- I didn't have my roommate that hates doing chores and pay me 20 bucks to do his. The problem is is that I've spent over $300 on Minecraft, I bought a new laptop for it $270 and both versions of Minecraft about 30 dollars each. It's not a big deal cause I'll use all this often I play Minecraft daily rn and when I'm not obsessed it'll be weekly or so maybe still daily but I'm scared this will happen again. I buy all my own clothes and shit what if sometime I buy something from whatever I'm obsessed with and don't get myself clothes?? Idk I think I need to see someone about this its really unhealthy yesterday I played for like 6-7 hours with small breaks for food water and the bathroom I know I'm smart enough to save my money for good stuff but I'm scared one day I just won't

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