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it's hard to tell how i rlly feel [vent :-D]

i wish i'm a boy,
a male,
a guy.
a boy who likes other boys to be exact.
i wish i never had to be a female.
could be better if i'm a boy. instead of being an ugly daughter.
why did it have to be like this.
i want to tell my parents how i feel.
i'm not ready yet, though.
i can't believe i'm stuck to this hideous body of a girl.
it's like i wanna rebirth;
but, that would be impossible.
ugh,
why.
i hate how i look.
i don't even look like what i used to look.
i can't believe i even used to tell myself i'm "pretty".
well,
thanks if you think i am.
even if none of you haven't seen my face yet except for two of my close friends.
will i ever get used to this,
no.
sorry.
it might be better if i interact with boys more. it gives me that strong masculine feeling.
it makes me feel like i'm actually a guy.

if anyone is confused, i'm a female irl, but a male here. pls call me by male pronouns: he/him/his.

thanks.

sorry for venting.

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