Im never going back there again.. (important/curse warning)

I think i was sexually harassed..
BY MY OWN RELATIVE!!
I WAS ONLY 4
HOW DO YOU LIKE A 4 YEAR OLD
THE WAY THAT DISGUSTING SCUM BAG LOOKED AT ME MAKES ME CRY
DUDE WTF WAS WRONG WITH HIM
F*CKING PERVERT
HE EVEN HAD A GIRLFRIEND
BUT EACH TIME MY MOM ASKS ME IF I WANNA GO TO MEXICO I SAY NO BC IM SCARED HE’LL DO IT AGAIN
BUT I CANT TELL MY MOM
SHES WANTS TO KNOW WHY I DONT WANNA GO BUT IM TOO SCARED TO TELL HER
WHAT THE FVCK WAS WRONG WITH HIM
THE WAY HE LOOKED AT ME
FUCKING DISGUSTING.
I CANT GET IT OUT MY HEAD
I SWEAR IF THEY LEFT ME ALONE WITH HIM HE WOULD PROBABLY R*PE ME
IM SO STUNNED FROM THAT EXPERIENCE
I CANT EVER GO BACK THERE
HE’LL DO IT AGAIN
PERVERTED ASSHOLE
DISGRACE TO HIS GENDER
HOW WAS I ATTRACTIVE AT AGE 4?!!
I WAS A CHILD
LITERAL P3DOPHILE
THATS WHAT HE IS
he makes me uncomfortable...
IM LITERALLY CRYING WTF
WHY DID I GO THROUGH THAT
AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE???
IM LITERALLY TRAUMATIZED BY THAT EXPERIENCE
IM NEVER GOING BACK
THEY CANT MAKE ME.