I want to break down and fucking cry right now.

The stupid fucking bitch did it again. I was in the middle of a school session trying to get work done bc she doesnt let me do it in the day. Oh no, her FUCKING COMPUTER GAMES ARE MORE IMPORTANT. Its already 2:56 am. She just walks in and takes my fucking phone away, knowing DAMN WELL that i was in a session. I told her that and she said "idfc. U can fail." And walked away with my phone. Once she walked away I started cussing and calling her names. I fucking hate her so much. I constantly think about her dying or me killing her. She makes me so fucking miserable here and i just pretend im ok with it. She wonders why i favor my dad. Shes not even my real fucking mother. If I hadnt gone to school that day i could have died with her..at least i would be happy with her and i would have never met this "new mom" that constantly tortures me, calls me names, sexually harasses me all the time, and is abusive in every way as fucking hell. She asks me why i stay up so late. 1. To do school work, and 2. To actually have time to feel safe here away from her. "U should have been asleep hours ago" NO FUCKING SHIT ITS ALMOST 3 AM AND IM AWAKE BC OF UR STUPID FUCKING BITCH ASS. I remember one time I called her a 'stupid fucking cvnt' bc of something she did. I got the shit beat out of me but it doesn't fucking matter bc it happens all the fucking time.

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  Harper

penislover

I’m sorry about that she sounds like a huge pain in the ass,, I bet she smells like dog shit

I also do smth similar where I just chill in my bathroom for hours to avoid my family

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  penislover

Harper

Yeah probably, its already 3:10 am but i usually stay up until about 8 just to enjoy as much time as i can away from her but it always ends in me being yelled at for sleeping in late

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  Harper

penislover

yeah I know what u mean by that
u should rest

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  penislover

Harper

Its ok,, i try not to do anything but sometimes i just crack and do it without thinking-

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  Harper

I’m so sorry u really don’t deserve any of that
it’s stupid that she thinks she can do whatever she wants
But please don’t hurt ur self in any way,, please just breathe and calm down I promise she will get what she deserves one day
I’m sorry I really want to help but don’t know what to say

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