im a disappointment
to my family
my friends
myself
my gf
to everyone
my own father doesnt even love me
when i do something wrong my mom asks do i even love her
im too much of a pussy to even try to cut
im afraid of death
im afraid of what others will say about me
what my dad wanted
a normal kid that wouldnt give him any problems at all
what he got
a autistic child that has adhd and cant control his behaviors and is mentally unstable