Hi..- uhm.. Vent ig. [Tw]

I don't know if anyone else knew..but- today. I- i did something bad- yesterday around 4 am.. I couldnt see bc i had just woken up but i was still trying to text on discord.. I dont think anyone could read it..but i was serious..it was the last text i had sent.- I tried to kms 2 times today...i tried hanging from the doorknob in the bathroom..and when i was taking a bath i tried to drown myself...so as u can see, both were unsuccessful..- I keep cutting and trying to kms bc of her..my "mom"..she constantly gropes me and yells at me and hits me..i can't take it anymore..i don't think she knows i try to kms but even if she did, she wouldnt care..- I cant do anything right..i cant even kms without fucking it up and winding up surviving..I don't want to be here..i wasnt meant to be here.- This is the 5th and 6th unsuccessful tries..I just cant deal with her anymore..People keep saying "it will get better" but i want it to get better now..i don't know how much longer i can handle her shit before i try to kms and im actually successful..what then..?

Translate

See all 0 comments