I’m so tired and frustrated, I don’t even know what words to use anymore

These breaks aren’t really doing anything now, and I’m being more depressed every day, I’m just trying to hang on but I just feel like giving up, yknow. I’m feeling hurt a lot, I’m getting more traumatized from my step dad, I tried to tell my mom that I’m depressed so she would help me but the only thing she said was “ you have nothing to be depressed about. “ well would you still think that if I jumped off the roof? Ives been doing this harm to myself for 2 years, and you still think that? That’s.. that’s ok.

God I’m rambling again, uh back to what I was saying ig..

Everything is being a pain in the ass, I’m slowly losing how to feel my emotions again, I can’t even hold a perfect smile anymore. And I’m noticing some people in my life is slowly leaving one by one. My friends in the past said they would stay by my side, but they vanished, some friend stayed and I’m grateful for them, but my stupid self doesn’t know how to show it. And I always try my hardest to help everyone that I can, I’m trying to help people when I can’t help myself, but in the end I’ll probably get abandoned again, it’s like an endless loop, I..
Shit.
I don’t even know what I’m talkin about now

I don’t understand

Hm

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