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I don't have any confidence and also both of them are scary...

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It'll only get worse if you don't confront your parents, I know it's hard but depression and sadness will only get worse if you don't confront them I'd be really scared if I tried confronting my parents but I'd still do it (I have once for something else) so you need to build up confidence and confront them, tell them how you feel, how you really feel and how bad this is getting

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