do you ever just wanna act out and be bad asf without consequences?

im just so damn tired of all the expectations i have to meet, and who everyone expects so much from me, i dont like that. i dont wanna be someones idol bc i myself am a piece of sh*t :)
never look up to me, ever. you’re disappointment will be immeasurable and ur day ruined.
and sometimes when i try to confide into my friend thats more mature than the others, they NEVER EVER TAKE IT FUCKING SERIOUS
WHAT THE FUCK DUDE.
im soon gonna develop a cursing problem.
fuck.
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why was i born this way pls tell me
im a literal piece of shit
i keep wearing socks around the house bc im insecure about my feet.
and putting my hands in my pocket bc ppl dont need to see my hands.
i wear sweaters bc im insecure abt that too.
even if its hot asf
my friends don’t appreciate me at all. they barely know me, they only know me when im happy. they dont care if im sad. they DONT
how? my friend kenadi defends me sometimes, but when i try talking to her alone abt my problems she just says “cool” or “nice” STFU ITS EVERYTHING BUT THAT. they dont give a fuck abt me? they never did.

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