Deteriorating mental health/sanity (vent)

I just wanted to crush my friends neck today. I love them and they didn’t even do anything, but the thought of killing them made me... happy... in an awful way... I don’t want to be told this is normal or that other people experience it. I just want to have someone to feel actually worried... I’m tired of being comforted with “oh that happens to me too! Don’t worry!” Cause I can’t stop worrying. I don’t want this to be normal... I don’t WANT my paranoia to be normal... I want it to go away. I’m tired of people. I dunno how much longer I can stand it.

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I’m so sorry this is happening, I know I can’t help, because, well.. you obviously haven’t been on since but- I miss you and am concerned I know how hard this must be for you and it’s really sad. Hopefully you find a therapist your just someone to vent to.

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