I can help you..though it might seem like I've been dead for awhile now..

Hey take a deep breath okay? Its gonna be okay. I'm so sorry to hear about your friends leaving you but if those two friends are really good friends then I doubt that they will leave you, but no matter what happens itll be okay. Why do you feel like you've let people down? And dont panic, itll be okay, just calm down.

I feel like I messed up.
I lost all my friends irl, i only have 2 left. They are really good friends and they wouldnt leave me right?
I feel like ive let people down but i dont know.
My mind is in panic rn.
I dont know anymore.
Please.

Hey I dont know you but I'm here to listen if you need to talk