Anyone wanna here how mentally unstable I am no well too bad

Part 1

I feel so numb and so sad all the time why why can't i fee happiness for more that a second I just wanna feel something or nothing at all I just feel sad but its hard to feel that sometimes so why can't I just feel ok or all numb like fuckng pick one pleas just make me stop feeling I'm done with that shit but I don't want to use drugs because those make you feel something so I'm stuck pleas just stop making me feel I can't anymore it's to exsosting to feel and pretend I'm ok and be sad I'de rather be just numb instead i don't car that can't love I've already lost that feeling I don't care make it go away just leave emotions i don't need you

Part 2

[ Contexts my friend is in league trouble and could be taken away and she means a lot to me ]

I miss her so God dam much i want to see her again why did this happen to her and not me I don't want her to get taken away I want to spend time with her just us no roni tho it's nothing agenst her and no Addison i just wanna leave I don't feel loved at my home I can't wait tobe 17 so we can run away and be free

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×Pretender×

Yes the strangers on the internet are here for me 🙂🙃

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  ×Pretender×

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Well, if you lose your best friend you still have me and the other strangers on the internet 🙂

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×Pretender×

I’m not really suicidal I’m just sick and tired of emotions and i might lose my best friend witch is just “AMAZING” but yeah it may be depression but i don’t know right now and thank you for your words of wisdom “oh wise one”

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  ×Pretender×

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It's going to get better, and I used to feel the same way as you did once. I even wrote my suicide note. But then I realized. There is always something to look foward to. Is for the people you will meet someday and care for you. Even to the people you know care. We can't ever go back a day, we don't live forever, so make the most of today. And look foward tomorrow. Everybody has bad days, but that's okay. Just know, one day it will all change. It may take a long time, but I know it will get better.

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×Pretender×

Oh thanks I don’t know what that dose I mean it makes me feel a little better so thanks

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