Sadness..Please watch

For the past few months..I'v been getting bad thoughts When Im alone..I cry.. whether my back is against my bathroom door or in my room. I'll take one look in the mirror and think"Bullshit..Im ugly." I know to not compare yourself to other people on social media because its mostly photoshop makeup editing..But Still. I try saying good thoughts..And yes I have a great therapist. There names NF. NF is a rapper born in Gladwin, Michigan. He grew up phisically abused by his mothers boy-friend. His mom overdosed on pills in 2009..He made a song for her..Called "How Could You Leave Us." The last part is him crying into the microphone. I am a triplet..My brothers died at birth.. wasnt told the real cause of death until a couple months ago..I can relate to most of NF songs. NF is christisn but doesnt call himself a christian rapper. His album the Search got 1# on the top 100 billboard. Some of his lyrics are*From different songs* Take a can of gaseline and pour it on your self esteem..I should teach them a lesson. I pick up the weapon. I aim in your direction..I shoot at my reflection. I highly recomend you check out NF(His Initals and stage name* His real name is: Nate Fuerstein*Sorry If I spelled that wrong* My favorite lyrics are: Your not alone..A couple 100k what we did last year- Anyway..I just wanted to share. Thanks for reading.

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