I’m tired of this. (Vent)

Today, my mom yelled at me how she’s gonna die and it will all be my fault. I’m tired of her yelling at me constantly.
I’m tired of crying myself to sleep.
I’m tired of having blue circles under my eyes.
I’m tired of not washing my hair because I’m to tired to get out of bed.
I’m tired of knowing I’m ugly.
I’m tired of my parents threatening to divorce.
I’m tired of my dad saying to me how he can’t do this anymore.
I’m tired of my mom saying to me how she can’t do this anymore.
I’m tired of feeling weak.
I’m tired of always being on the verge of tears.
I’m tired of being afraid to talk to my parents in case they notice I’m about to cry.
I’m tired of everything. I’m tired of feeling this way. There’s a lot more, but I’m tired now.
Sorry for the vent, I’ll do my best to be back to normal tomorrow
My mom’s a great person. Sometimes, when she hugs me, I feel like it will all be ok. Maybe it will.
My dads a great person to. When he laughs, I think it’s gonna be ok.

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