Hi! i have no idea what you did , but i get why your leaving for a month or so! Your just going through hormonal problems, and your probably overwhelmed! just take a break and try and make a fresh start when your back!
I just can't take any of this I'm going through my pre-teens and acting like a jerk :) someone even said I was a phsycopath....and I'm now having a mental breakdown in my bed