Hello, I know what it feels like, the same thing happened to me, but don't worry, it's the best thing for them and for you because if they don't get divorced, things like fights or distance at home if you worry about never seeing your dad again calm you will see it in the future, if your father has not done anything bad like be a criminal, he can go to see you and spend time with you he may take you somewhere but in the end if you can see him, I understand that at the beginning it is hard but everything will be fine, I hope I can help you

Do what makes you happy and use any plushie you have and use it as surrport and get something to remember your dad like a pitcure of him and remmber hes still with you in your heart

There there :(