Please, please don’t ^ ^
A while ago I was in such a bad mental state I completely gave up. I didn’t eat,I rarely left bed and I didn’t take care of myself at all. I know how it feels to want yo give up. To want everything to stop. But I promise you there is help. You deserve help. Things will get better, but giving up is the worst thing you can do.
And I also understand if you feel like your family won’t help you. But I promise you your friends will.
I hope things get better for you, sorry if this was corny but✨✨