boy_p⛧nties

Grr 💋 vent TW: mention of sexual abuse & childhood trauma

I'm getting jealous of how spoiled my cousin is. Her parents sing to her when she goes to sleep and she's fucking 10!!!!!! my parents never fucking sang to me not even when I was 8 what the hell
And she gets to make messes and be annoying without getting smacked upside the head
She was too fucking scared to go down a waterslide if I did that I'd get made fun of by my mom but she got to do whatever the fuck she wants what the hell!!!!

Why is she not allowed to watch bad things but I was?? Those things fucking traumatized me yet when I bring it up how "mom why would you ever let me watch that I was 4?" SHE FUCKING SMACKS ME UPSIDE THE HEAD SAYING IF I DONT LEAVE SHES GONNA GET MAD
Like literally it was fucking porn and she showed it to me without a care in the world. It wasn't even softcore.

Why the fuck am I not allowed to be angry and sad and cry? Why when I cry does my mom fucking groan? But when SHE cries they literally sing a fucking song "hush little [cousins name] don't you cry"

It's stupid but it I feel like my childhood was ripped away from me

I just wanna be 3 years old again. But even that was fucked up by my dad in a way I will 💘not💘 talk about ever taking that shit to my grave. Not even 6 years old cuz I already had suicidal thoughts then. 8 years old isnt even on the table I was being bullied and nobody did anything that shit sucked

Life sucks absolutely donkey ass

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  boy_p⛧nties

Bad at art studios (;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ...

LMAO yuh😩 like I said in another comment it really wasn’t bad at all by standards of what others go through. I love her and she’s family and she really is a good mother. I was just kinda being a brat when I confessed about all this lmfao🤨🤨🤜

4 years ago   Reply
  boy_p⛧nties

Nechos

It wasn’t that bad I was just kind of angry n jealous and everything I’ve been upset in life about usually comes through in a tidal wave of intense emotion. I’m not going to call the cops on her. I love her to bits and Ik what she did was kinda not the best thing but she did it from her own trauma that she was going through and I know and respect that. She hasn’t done anything too recent. The last thing that happened was on New Years and even that wasn’t bad. I’m fine and in a good living situation really.

4 years ago   Reply
  boy_p⛧nties

୨୧ oiichee

Aghh I’m sorry you had to go thru something similar w/ ur dad. Best wishes and same here! Lots of virtual hugs to uou💞💞💖

4 years ago   Reply
  Bad at art studios (;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ...

Hey you know my cult right? We would sacrifice your mother for you to have a happy life if we could
Im sorry about the stuff your going through you should get out as soon as soon as possible or call the cops.
I never been through it but I can already feel how terrible it must be
(Sorry if this makes no sense)

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  Nechos

Holy crap that must've been traumatizing, I'm so sorry for you. You had to live through all of that and your cousin is treated like royalty compared to you. You don't deserve this no one does, and at age 4?? I'm guessing you still live with your mother. That's horrible, you know you can call they cops on her if she abuses you or makes you watch anything you're uncomfortable with.

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