Grr 💋 vent TW: mention of sexual abuse & childhood trauma
I'm getting jealous of how spoiled my cousin is. Her parents sing to her when she goes to sleep and she's fucking 10!!!!!! my parents never fucking sang to me not even when I was 8 what the hell
And she gets to make messes and be annoying without getting smacked upside the head
She was too fucking scared to go down a waterslide if I did that I'd get made fun of by my mom but she got to do whatever the fuck she wants what the hell!!!!
Why is she not allowed to watch bad things but I was?? Those things fucking traumatized me yet when I bring it up how "mom why would you ever let me watch that I was 4?" SHE FUCKING SMACKS ME UPSIDE THE HEAD SAYING IF I DONT LEAVE SHES GONNA GET MAD
Like literally it was fucking porn and she showed it to me without a care in the world. It wasn't even softcore.
Why the fuck am I not allowed to be angry and sad and cry? Why when I cry does my mom fucking groan? But when SHE cries they literally sing a fucking song "hush little [cousins name] don't you cry"
It's stupid but it I feel like my childhood was ripped away from me
I just wanna be 3 years old again. But even that was fucked up by my dad in a way I will 💘not💘 talk about ever taking that shit to my grave. Not even 6 years old cuz I already had suicidal thoughts then. 8 years old isnt even on the table I was being bullied and nobody did anything that shit sucked
Life sucks absolutely donkey ass
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