penislover

I'm tired of being compared to "her". I don't want to think of myself as a version of her and hate myself more. I hate that I even somewhat look like her. I hate her. I hate myself. I hate who I am as a whole. I want to change. No one likes who I am so why not, I could change to be perfect for u. I can be the perfect little doll of ur collection. Society doesn't like the true me. I am and have always been a bad person. I have problems. Serious problems. My mental state has never been good. I've always been the "crazy" "insane" kid. No wonder everyone leaves when they see the true me. I understand and u are completely fine to leave. No one ever stays anyways so why not. I've been really paranoid since I blocked someone last night for reasons. I keep thinking that she and her little friends are going to come attack me bc she knows where I live. I just want "her" to stop touching me. I want her to leave me alone. I want her to stop hurting me. I want to get away from here. U keep calling me fat when I already know, thanks for the reminder. I know I'm ugly, I see it without even looking in the mirror, thanks again for the reminder. I can't ever tell u anything without u making fun of me for it or calling it stupid. I told u my past interests, and u just told me that it was dumb and that I only liked it bc the people i talked to do. I'm trying to isolate myself from people but it's just making things worse. Im sorry

3 years ago   61 views   1 frames

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  𝓒𝓮𝓷𝓸𝓫𝓲𝓪

..Its alright honestly I can relate to liking things because your friends do and I'm sure people will like the real you others...just don't get that

3 years ago   Reply
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I feel like that sometimes too

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