//vent[TW SH]

Ok so
I have sorta vented abt this before but I feel like I need to again

So i had a friend that im calling Abby and they weren’t a very good person to me
But I’m not venting abt the stuff they did like in 2nd and 3rd grade I’m going to talk abt something they did in 5th
Around 3rd grade was when I started to feel depressed and 5th I had done sh
I came to my friend the day after bc I felt really stressed I told them I had cut myself
They asked me to show them so I did and they never really talked abt the rest of the day
The next day though they told me “hey I have something to show you,”
And they showed me a bunch of fresh cuts they had done to themselves
I didn’t I wow hat to do
I felt like I made them do it
I felt like I almost told them to do it
They showed a bunch of ppl in class but all I could think was I did it
After like 2 days I got pulled to the councilor and she told me about Abby doing sh and even the councilor thought I probably made them do it
I felt so guilty and the councilor talked to me for awhile and I just felt so bad
A week later I did sh again
I again told Abby that I did sh bc I wanted to tell someone and they were my only friend
They again asked to see it and they legit said “oh, it’s small”
And they showed their scars again
And them doing that made me think
Bc my scars aren’t big that means it’s not sh
And now I know that isn’t true but as a 5th grader it felt so awful
———

Uh anyway 🥴
Abby was an ok friend
They stopped being a big asshole in like 3rd or 4th grade

But yeah
Uh 🧎
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  FlowerCow

Kkarma

Yeah
She wasn’t a great friend
She did worse stuff before I just wanted to vent abt that🥴
She unfriended me tho#girlboss🤰🤰

3 years ago   Reply

  Kkarma

FlowerCow

That’s not your fault. A good friend wouldn’t have done that to you. Not in that way. Not like that

3 years ago   Reply (1)

  FlowerCow

Kkarma

I’m pretty sure they didn’t cut before that’s why I felt like I caused her to do that🙇

3 years ago   Reply (1)

  Kkarma

That’s a disgusting thing for her to do!!
She probably didn’t understand it wasn’t just to be cool or she thought you where showing off. But it’s not your fault. If she had been previously cutting that would have been different. She sounds like a bad friend honestly , you deserve better !

3 years ago   Reply (1)

  ☆ℜ𝔲𝔰𝔱𝔶•𝔓𝔦𝔤𝔢𝔬𝔫☆

Oop-
This was interesting to read, hope your doing OK now <3

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