Me and my father (vent)

We can’t get along...
We can never see each other for over an hour...because it always turns into an argument. It’s so awkward seeing him, because I live with my mother now.
My mother is always affectionate, but she notices im the opposite. This is because when I lived with my dad, arguments and yelling was the norm. Which is why hearing the words “I love you” seem like a fantasy, and no one will ever hear it coming out of my mouth. Which is why I never really thought about my sexuality, I still don’t know what it is to this day, I never thought it was important, until recently I see a lot of people coming out with who they are (gender or sexuality wise). Which I’m proud of, people are accepting of themselves. But I never thought that my sexuality would define me as a person.
Also why me and my father are kinda awkward is because he kinda says some micro aggressions like “I wish I never took my pants off for your mother” or “I should’ve taken your brother instead of you” and since my birthday is in October and 9 months before that is February. So I always thought of myself as a receipt from a Valentine’s Day special.
Which is why I hate the day so much.
But he’s my dad I should still respect him, even though I don’t get along with him and his wife...

  Lilo

Lilo

Alght then, u musta learned not to always listen to inexperienced ppl called friends...as much as we dont lk to admit..our parents hv the bst advice. Jus tks long to c sum times..stubborness can ruin alot rem dat
U said u live with ur mother now..so dat must b great then!

2 years ago   Reply

  dabutchg

Lilo

I appreciate the concern,
and thanks for the info of when I was actually conceived, i guess i was too stubborn to look into it, my friends a couple of years ago told me that i prolly wouldve been conceived on vday, so I jus went along with it,
-dont worry bout me and vday
and i might not act like it, but yeah im 15, i turn 16 on 10/28

2 years ago   Reply

  Lilo

I been reading sum of ur posts. There is help out there ya know...btw dunno how old u really are based on your posts..but they teach us starting in gr 7/8 in seggs ed that it takes 9 mth for babies to b born..so u were prlly conceived sometime in the mth of Jan. The 9m only begin the following mth dont be so hard up on vday, what did st valentine do to u man. Jus sayin

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