...vent....
You know how you start off as happy when you join this app?
Thats at least how it should go.. Forever...
Whats really happening to me is...
That im being controlled by something
As if it were a virus taking over my mind.
Consenting it.
Making other of the same virus come inside.
I see everytime someone leaves. Even if short period of time.
I m controlled when that.
I cant do anything.
It feels as the feeling is me dying.
For example..
I scream for help but it controls my mind.
As if it makes me regret it.
And it edits what i picture.
Brainwashed.
Pictureless.
Speechless.
And whats worse is that if i hear it unaware then..
Lets say I m dead.
Then your day becomes worse.
But the more people that leave.
The more the virus takes me.
My screams of help are useless.
And the virus makes me picture everyone hating me.
Killing me.
Decapitating me.
Grilling me.
100's of deaths that have existed.
All because of the virus.
Now my spirit is gone.
As if i was hacked.
But...
The viruses can do anything.
I cant stop them.
And when its normal.
Then I can panic all I want.
And picture people helping and trying to.
I know they are.
But the virus wont let me.
What the funniest thing is...
Is that..
It repeats 3 times a week mostly
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