Rant/vent about my SA and abusers lolololol

GRBRBRBRNRRAAA HOW COME I JUST NOW REALIZED MY STEP BROTHER ASSAULTEDDD MEEEE?!?!?!?!? I WAS SO LITTLE AND DUMB??? HE MADE ME SLEEP NAKED BESIDE HIM ONCE? I EVEN SAID NO???? I REMEBER WE WERE PLAYING MINECRAFYMT AND MY OTHER STEP BRO WAS THERE AND MY COUSIN JC AND HE STARTED TOUCHING MY THIGH??? NONCOH STYLE?? THERE WAS WORSE BUT I DONT REMEBER MUCH. HES STILL GROSS AND PERVERTED..... HE IS DOING WEIRD STUFF WITH MY 7 AND 9 YRO BIO BROTHERS.... AND ON TOP OF THAT HE LIVES WITH A LITERAL 1 YRO... HONESTLY DISGUSTING. I REALLY HOPE HE REALIZES THAT ITS WRONG LIKE MY OTHER STEP BRO DID.

He touched me so many times... I may be perverted aswell but like??? Hes disgusting?? He is making my easily manipulated little brothers touch him in unsanitary ways.... I am so glad my stepmother told my dad about this. She may not be the best mom but it is good that she is telling my dad what he is doing. Fuck you brenden.

I have literally only had one consensual experience and it didn't even last long...... she was my best friend,, why are friends so much better than family. GRRAAAGHHN. my other step brother was younger than me and was SO easily manipulated by brenden but he realizes now that it's gross... I forgive him. I shouldn't really forgive him though since I am a few months other, I apologize that he had to go thru that too. AERBHRNN WHY IS IT ALWAYS STEP FAMILY MEMBERS? MY STEP BROTHERS? MY STEPDAD?? I'm gonna kill him.

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