I guess you’re Asexual (Ace for short)? Which means you aren’t really attracted to anyone or thing. You can still have friends and stuff but you’re not interested in a relationship or any sexual activity at all. But theres different kinds of Ace. Some Ace people can still think someone looks attractive but they don’t wanna do anything sexual with them. And then there’s also back to Demisexual. Not interested until they have built a bond with them
Demisexual is a Mini label, so you can also be Pansexual or any other sexuality along with it. For example, if you’re lesbian, & Demisexual, you’re not attracted to other women unless you have built a strong bond with them.