.I mean it's kinda true- I've wasted my health or i just apolgice to much now days cause of my past- and maybe wasted to much sleeping..I'm like addicted to make people , happy..

I..I know it's just the guilt of disappointing another person I don't want to feel that again or be..useless

It's a hard pill to swallow but u can't keep doing that it's unhealthy and bad,,

I understand..but I can't help it it's like a drug now or I'm just used to it so much even without threats

Shitty ppl who want attention and use those ppl for their own sakes