Really tempted to smoke those cigarettes that I have hidden.

I have three of them, I found them in a plastic bag near the train tracks when I was walking to go pick up my friend. Which is prolly a bad idea, since I live in the shittyest place in my city and there's tweakers everywhere.

I just want to do bad stuff to my body, I have only smoked once, and It was only for a second because my parents where coming home and I was supposed to be doing school.

But it was nice.. other than the smell and the residue left on my hands. It was cool. I want to do it again.

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друг

And no worries, the brain wants a way to let off steam and it’s resorting to those actions as a way too

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друг

I can’t control you in anyway but I can propose guidance, if you need I can give you ways to contact me privately as well

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transedgeworth

друг

True. Grrraahhh why does my brain.

Thank you /gen

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transedgeworth

Saying you won’t do it regularly is a lie you can’t control yourself once you start and even if it’s three you’ll want more and probably try to find more. Don’t do it, and if you can instead of self harm look at alternatives I understand it’s hard but you’ll feel a lot better if you slow down a bit and try alternatives I know I have

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друг

I know I know, I wouldn't do it regularly plus I only have three and I have no way of getting more if I don't get them off the ground

Plus I don't like the taste, smell, or feeling. I just want to do bad shit to my body. I know its a bad way of thinking.

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