So, without my dads permission I went and got myself vaccinated right?

He keeps telling me about kids dying because of the vaccine and it's getting to me I am getting paranoid i keep getting intrusive thoughts I don't know what to do

I try to have faith and think that nothing bad will happen but my mind goes to the worst, what if I die and he has to go through the despair of his own child dying? After fighting for so many years to claim custody of me? After saving my life? It's all my fault if I end up dying.

I am such a bad kid. I am such a bad kid, I didn't listen.

I will try to keep these thoughts at bay.

((Please don't call my dad a bad person for being against the covid vaccine, he is a caring guy, and I love him a lot.))