i cant say i understand but at the same time i can. it’s not abandonment issues, it’s just guilt that i struggle the most with. sorry to turn it onto me.

Well, I can't rly get rid of them cause I can't talk to anyone irl about it (anxiety) so I'll just have to deal with it, they aren't too bad, only when I feel I've done something wrong to any of my friends

i feel bad for u :(((

I've had them my whole life, I can deal, they just kinda started up again with what I started (didn't think it'd get so big)

i’m sorry about that :(