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With recent events, I am not comfortable being in a romantic relationship. Being in one just reminds me of THEM. And it just generally makes me uncomfy

I also think I might be in the aro spec, ever since I broke up with my partner in uhhh grade 6??? I have tried dating again and being in relationships make me uncomfortable. I want one, I really do, but being in one actually is uncomfortable.

Also one of my healthiest coping mechanisms has been destroyed, uh so nsfw warning
I would touch myself to distract myself, and ever since Saturday night I have tried and I just feel absolutely disgusting -- thinking or drawing dirty stuff makes me feel terrible. I can hardly draw romantic concepts that aren't even suggestive without thinking about them.

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