I hate longing for the past...(vent.tw)

I miss the old days where I was oblivious, and I didn’t need to find a reason to live cuz I loved my life...
Where my smile would last longer than a second, and I could genuinely laugh even if it wasn’t the real me, it felt real to me
But I was so delusional back then.
I despise having to look back at memories and say those were good times
I despise having to talk to people, and people who expect me to talk to others
I hate what’s happening to society nowadays, everyone is at each other’s throat forcing others into their own groups, or leaving ppl out
I hate how people have to look a certain way, talk a certain way, or even walk a certain way
Cuz everyone is so insecure
And I hate every single second of my life, cuz I’m still stuck in the past
All I want to do is apologize to someone, have a final talk with them and then I will Rest In Peace
I just have to hold off until then

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  Lilo

:( u sound like u got alotta ongoin issues. u should jus deal w em instead of avoiding n move on with ya life? talk to an adult mybe ur mom can giv u sum goodd advice...u know there are so many ways of reachin ppl now..i dunno jus syin!

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