Why am I so replaceable

They act liek I’m not even there until their number 1 friend is gone and then acts like I’m their bestie
Liek bitch just leave me if you are going to act like a 2 faced bitch
I’d rather be let go then have hope you still like me

And
I hate how you fucking defend a stupid ass bitch
Even when I told you what they did to me
You just said “oh well they introduced me to u”
I. DONT. CARE.
Uhjhhsnnss
I hate them sm
And other times I love them