[Vent] Imsorryijustrlyneedto (Swear Warning)

Why
Why did I think it was a good idea to join another huge friend group?!
I made that same mistake when I was younger and what happened?!
Drama. fucking drama. getting left behind. getting guilt tripped.
And look what happened
History just fucking repeated itself
I should of known there would be drama
I should have known that I would feel bad about it
I always do
Cause the household I grew up in always made me think I had to fix EVERYTHING. SINGLE. FUCKING. THING.
AND IF IT DIDN'T GET FIXED TO ME IT WAS AUTOMATICALLY MY FAULT
SO WHY WOULD THIS TIME BE ANY FUCKING DIFFERENT?!?!?!
I'm sorry..
That's all I want to say
Even tho only one of you will see this
I'm so fucking sorry
For even bringing attention back to that group chat
I just wanted to lighten the mood. cause that's what I always do try to make everyone feel better.
Once again I rly am sry for the vent I hate venting on here but i just needed to let it out
I'm deleting this in a couple of minutes btw

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