CW: paranoia, being watched. (This post talks about my spirituality and beliefs, do not call me religious because I am not.)

HNHSHHSH I FELT LIKE I HAVE BEEN BEING WATCHED -------

I KEEP SEEING "444" AND AS A SPIRITUAL PERSON I LOOKED INTO A NON RELIGIOUS MEANING FOR THAT AND TURNS OUT ANGEL 4 IS WATCHING OVER ME. HNSHSHH THEY MEAN SOMETHING POSITIVE, OR SOMETHING GOOD IS GONNA HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE IF I KEEP TRYING MY BEST BUT IT KIND OF MAKES ME NERVOUS THAT SOMETHING IS WATCHING MY EVERY MOVE. AND I DO A LOT OF STUFF THAT I WANT TO KEEP PRIVATE.

I am sure positive spirits such as angel 4 do not judge what people do but generally it makes me uncomfortable but sadly I cannot stop what I cannot see. Unless I do eventually see them in person or a dream, but then I probably won't be able to stop them.

On the bright side, it means something positive, so I just gotta wait until it does eventually happen. My grandma does say I do have a guardian angel watching over me, since for the last let me think almost 3 years I have gotten in no serious injuries that were hospital worthy. And I have been very positive ever since I have moved in, she says my aura is a green colour which is good. Sometimes when I am angry it changes and is a lot darker.

ALSO I found out, even though my grandma isn't religious at all, the Virgin Mary is watching over her. She has been told this by 4 different psychics and one was even completely blind too. I want to go to a psychic myself so I can know who or what mine is, I don't want to figure out on my own because I know talking/summoning spirits without proper education can be very bad and even dangerous, and I am pretty sure you need to be in a positive mood to talk to them.

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