(Vent)

I wanna die..these thoughts come and go to the point I'm turning suicidal again I have to starve myself or peel my skin and casually do auto cannibalism to feel something I hate it...
I don't know if I'm loved or not I get yelled hugged even told "I love you" but then get betrayed by my friends in the end THEN I GET SOME FUCKING REAL FRIENDS FOR ONCE BUT I GET TRUST ISSUES IN THE END AND THINK THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT ME WTH SO I GOTTA PUSH THEM AWAY ONLINE AND IN REALITY ALL I KNOW IS THAT I'M A BITCH SORRY IF I'M NOT THE PERSON YOU WANT ME TO BE AND SO SORRY IM A DISAPPOINTMENT AND A CUNT I HAVE TO EMOTIONALLY ABUSE MYSELF TO HAVE DISCIPLINE FOR ONCE

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