My final say on the whole drama thing...
I know I should talk to Keyy one on one, but this post is also for everyone else who involved themselves in the situation.
First, I wanna get to the protecting/defending me in the whole situation.
It's nice to have an audience who actually cares and stuff and is protective, but the situation was towards me and Keyy only. I should've told everyone to please relax and let me handle it. I was too scared to say anything or even do anything. I'd thought that maybe if I were to just leave the whole situation and ignore it, it would just... DISAPPEAR. Obviously it did not.
Keyy I apologize on my behalf and hope that everyone else also apologizes that attacked you.
Second, I wanna talk about the design oc part.
The whole outfit really was from Pintrest, I got inspired by different posts and decided to combine them and such. I'm not gonna talk about the whole idea to the clothing, but in short: I didn't want the outfit to show up as something where Keyy would've thought that I was copying her. Keyys outfit never really crossed my mind, I didn want to start drama or an argument.
I'll change the shape on the gloves.
Third, My friends also defending me
I know I should've told them to all relax and stuff, but I have too much respect for them and I don't wanna lose them at any cost. Though it offended me when Keyy said that my friends "should be put under control," (or something like that) I honestly didn even care what that said/did after that. I should've still stopped them even after she offended me. My friends are really protective of me and each other, but I understand when there's a line that shouldn't be crossed and we all crossed that line.
I apologize for my behalf and theirs too.
Fourth, my unnecessary post "break."
I didn't mean to send more hate towards keyy on that post. While and during the whole drama, I was dealing with issues at home and at school. Plus dealing with mental and emotional problems. I don't open up about my problems to anyone (sometimes towards my friends) which is why people assume that the whole "Shaking and crying" was a act to make people guilt trip. It wasn't, the situation really made me think and panic which made my mind spiral out of control and I went into full emotional break down. With all the issues and problems I have on my shoulders the situation on here made me think "Oh.. Here comes another problem I have to de with..." It really made me think that I had no where to break free from reality and my problems. Which just something inside of me broke and just accepted it and just broke down. I don't want anyone to send hate to Keyy again.
I deleted the post for obvious reasons.
I'm sorry if this sounds terrible or if I'm not handling the situation in a correct manner. If I offend anyone on this post by what I said
I'll change it
Once again I'm sorry Keyy.
Edit:
I will no longer Insert myself in the situation. Im backing away from the situation. Everything else is up to Keyy, I don't wanna keep having this silent argument. It's her decision if she wants to keep posting about it or talking about it.
I no longer wanna associate myself with Keyy due to what she said about my friends.
I hope this doesn't build up tension.
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