That's the spirit!

Im happy she said her first words before she died
I ll try to cheer up

Exactly, so cheer up!

She spent the BEST life with you, CJ even said her first meow.
So why are you sad?

No😢

Don't be sad.
CJ won't like it if your not enjoying your life. She'll be sad too 😟
Do you want that? Do you want her to be sad??