it's about like paranoia so maybe cw?

I have this increasingly unbearable paranoia every night that it will be my last night alive- I fear everytime I go to bed I'll wake up somewhere else or I won't wake up again, which for a suicidal person wouldn't be all that bad but I also don't want to leave my friends, my cats run around and it sounds like a person and I'll start shaking because I "know" someones about to open my door and shoot me or something, and it's so scary and feels so real and it's hard to sleep at night and my head hurts and my body hurts from the lack of sleep an just stress I undergo every night, I have a paranoia that people look in my windows at night, and I have like 3 curtains up but I still feel like people can see me and I just jsnskdnskndansmdkandkakskndnwmdnd

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