I’m calling my flippin therapist to tell her we need to change topics when we start our sessions again.

Now a days, I’m noticing my anger issues hasn’t been the reason I’m aggressive while emotionally hurt. It’s the fact I feel like no one in my family seems to care that I’m hurt. Their feelings are the only things that matter. Not mine though. Since I’m autistic my emotions will be hard to contain so where’s the problem? There is. Before I would hide away and cry. Now, I break things, hurt the animals (I don’t do on purpose) hurt anyone who tries to tell me to calm down (okay I do that on purpose😅) and yell things I don’t mean.

And do you know who else was like that? My dad. My dad was so bad that he was actually physically harming my mom, his mom and his sister whenever they did some stupid shit. It wasnt even like discipline. They’re all still scared of him even though he’s dead. I don’t wanna be like that! I already can’t stand kids just being kids around me!

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