i’m sorry but i really don’t want to continue this conversation- if still like to talk to you and be friends but it’s all up to you. now, i have class…i’ll talk to you later
because it’s not fair to me and everyone else who loves you. i understand and i’ve been there and pulled myself out because i was sick of being miserable and wishing that i’d just- disappear and have to put up with people. but you’re right, i don’t accept that because i expect more from you- i know you can do so much more and you just don’t-
i am assuming because i don’t know everyone around you. i don’t want to if they are like this- i love you i really do but i’m worn out- i want you to be happy and there’s ways to do that- and i don’t understand how you’re happy just- roaming- i hate it here- this world is a shit show but i’ve found ways to make my time here a little less shitty and i wouldn’t leave it for the world- i had to work to get here and i’m glad i did and i don’t u sweat and why you wouldn’t want to-
then i don’t expect our, or any relationship you have to last- i don’t want to leave and not be friends but i’m not going to keep myself in a relationship with someone who is okay with knowing they need to change, but won’t
