Vent

I’m getting more insecure now, my friends are ignoring me and the only people who check up on me are h0rny people. Noticed my friend has been online but never responding to me and I feel like I don’t matter to them anymore, I think I’m the reason things are like this , I haven’t thought of harming myself but I’m thinking of it, I already saw my asshole of an ex and he was just being how he is towards me , and I saw my 6 grade stalker too and now that makes me think of the past and it makes me feel horrible, I haven’t got anyone to vent to so I’m just hoping this will atleast set me to ease a little bit. I don’t feel like I belong here, I really don’t , I feel alone right now and I’m so sick and tired of everyone , ifs making me cry and I dont feel like me anymore, I want affection and I’m trying so hard to keep myself together but with everything going on I’m losing myself, everything’s not going great with my issues either, it’s worsening and I’m losing the people I love I hate it and I don’t have anyone to comfort me, I’m thinking of taking a break again, this app has reminded me of too much crazy shit with a lot of people, I’m just too sad to think straight, I really miss everyone. They just don’t know .
Im struggling badly with my mental health and I don’t know if I can keep myself together, Im trying to do random shit to distract me from knowing my friends probably don’t even like me and that I’m not even happy I just want to distract myself and think everything’s okay when it’s not and I just feel unhappy with myself, I hate myself
I don’t like myself and I can’t help it

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  Tobe

i will give u bread 🥖

3 years ago   Reply

  Tobe

dont hate yourself , beacuse u are an aswesome persone

3 years ago   Reply

  emma

I may not know you very well, but its not ur fault. You have every right to be upset about all of these people and I dont blame you
im always open to talk to anyone who feels upset so know im here. dont hate yourself. Maybe your friends are going through things and need time. NEVER blame yourself about things like this
please hang in there I believe in you. hurting yourself isnt worth it, no matter how much you would want to do it
gl <3 /p

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