Vent.-(TW)

I don’t have any idea on how to start this but I’m going straight into it. The past 2 years have been really fucking stressful. Honestly, I’m just ready to end it right now. I have been so close to ending my life these years. It’s the beginning of 2022 and I’m already wanting to end my life. Great. My sibling has been such an asshole to me. Their starting to get abusive again. They are manipulating me again but a lot more than usual. Their just an asshole. My parents are extremely mad at me for noting getting all A’s in school. My dad is getting abusive again. My mom is starting to emotionally manipulate me again. Everything is just going down hill for me.
I thought making this account would make me happy and realize that their are so many different people and they can be kinda. And it has proven that. Everyone on here is extremely nice and friendly and I’m so glad I have amazing friends on here even if it’s only been a couple days. This is the highlight of this month so far. I have a lot more confidence in my art. Every since school started I was really stressed out and scared. I was afraid I would meet someone who creates art and is really good to them see my art. It’s scary. For me at least. Idek what I’m doing on here rambling. I’m sorry. But thank you if you read this far. I really enjoy creating art and posting it on here. But, I realized that I’m not as good on here. I’m really bad digitally. I can’t believe I’m realizing that now. Traditional art is just my thing. I would love to figure out a way to show you all my art that I did in my sketchbooks.
School is just the worse. I keep getting racist comments from people in my classes. People in the halls with come up to me and scream in my face to scare me. I’ve been told numerous times to go back to Hong Kong and kill myself. I’ve been told that gay people are weird and deserve to off themselves. It’s disgusting. I even got threatened by a kid with a knife. He told me that I was never going to be a boy and keep telling me “where’s your gender at”. Last year I tried overdosing 3 times and failed.
Oh yeah, my parents won’t take me to the doctors to figure out what’s wrong with me. I keep telling them what’s wrong with me because I forget to eat and drink ALOT and I forget what I did the day before the present.
If any of you know what may be wrong with me please tell me and please tell me if you know anything that may help me remember.
Anyways I’m done. Thank you for reading and I’m sorry. (*´ー｀*) see ya!!!

  Depresso_Depresso✨

Kren

Shut up you stupid asshole
They are dealing with real problems so just shut up and stop

2 years ago   Reply

  Depresso_Depresso✨

Hey if you do need to talk I'm here
I am kind of like a therapist
I kinda have the same problems too
But don't worry they're are people who do love and care about you
Friends who know what you're going through and will help you
And also don't listen to the people at school they are just being (excuse my language) absolute assholes who are terrible at being kind
You deserve so many hugs and I wish I could hug you
Please just stay healthy and I'm here if you want to talk

2 years ago   Reply

  🌈pxppy§gxr3🔪

Kren

Fuk u so much go die he or she has depression and u fuking bully him her fuk u

2 years ago   Reply

  Kren

nobody is stopping you to die do it 😡

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  🌈pxppy§gxr3🔪

I’m not the best comforter but-
Some1 in this world luvs u and ignore all the things that bother u be bright,confident and everything happy or etc- I might misread the thing u said but yeah- srry about dat- ;-;

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