-they got really bad specially right after doing things with them and I donβt want to tell them that because they would probably feel really bad and maybe hurt themselves and I donβt want them to feel bad about *things* to me and I just feel really stuck and I donβt know what to do and I feel awful about myself and I feel like itβs all my fault and I canβt remuneration them smile Ig at me without ticking intensity and I hate it