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Reasons why I don’t think I wanna be friends with them

I’m not allowed to have both headphones in during lunch and I quote “I feel like music is your escape from reality and it feels like you aren’t listening to me because my sister used to blast music and ignore me” Why the fuck do you think I’m listening to music yeah you’re right music is my escape from reality why the fuck do you think I’m trying to escape from reality I don’t want to be there and I don’t like interacting with people i’m really overstimulated and music is the only way to really help with that and if I’m not allowed to help myself then what the fuck am I supposed to do suffer because you feel I’m ignoring you and you’re getting butt hurt?

You fucked me and I told you I didn’t want to do that because I wanted cuddles and you constantly asked to fuck me and constantly are sexual towards me though you know I’m asexual and have sexual trauma yes you have your own and you trust me in that sense but just because you trust me and feel that way towards me DOSE NOT mean I feel that way towards you you know I’m asexual

You horribly worsened my ticks and gave me large amounts of trauma I can’t even think of you smiling at me without aggressively ticking

You constantly rant and vent to me about how shitty your life is and I constantly am there for you but whenever I even attempt to rant or vent or be emotional you just go “lol same”

I’m not allowed to feel bad or cry because then you’ll feel bad it’s not my fucking fault I have depression, anxiety and have fucking emotions am I not allowed to anymore

I was full on almost in tears but you were too busy being goofy and silly or some shit to notice and I just sat there and cried and you didn’t even notice you claim to love me and care for me and cherish me and you say you would do anything for me but you hardly pay attention to me

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