Rouxls: AND I INSTANTLY REGRET IT! I DO A LOT OF STUPID THINGS, WHY DO YOU THINK PEOPLE DON'T LIKE ME?! I'M A FOOL WITH ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHAT TO DO HALF OD THE TIME!! I might seem like I know what to do, but I don't. The future terrifies me and I've spent an hour crying to myself almost every day. * The only reason he's even saying this is because he might die and he's woozy from blood-loss *