I did it again

All the time, over and over again
It's my fault, again
Once again I did something without bad intentions, and it ended badly
I did not want
I never wanted
But I always do it
It hurt
It hurts to make others hurt
without intending to harm them
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Ye
I feel sick to my stomach and my chest is sunken lol
I'm sorry
again
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really sorry
I'm just not feeling very good right now

But it's ok
It's just- never mind
don't give it importance
I know very well that there are many feeling worse and/or having a worse day
It's just that
I'm a dramatic

I hope tomorrow
everything back to "normal"-